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Jan. 1st, 2020 12:22 pm
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Hey. I'm CorpseBrigadier, Final Fantasy Tactics aficionado and recovering lit nerd. This originally started out as a place to put my exchange letters, but it now veers into my day to day life. Hit me up if you want to be friends or send me some cool GIFs or something. Feel absolutely free to comment on public posts and to follow me; I'll probably follow back.

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I went through my phone and my diary today to try to figure out what 2024 was like for me, and... I honestly did a lot and had a pretty cool time of things before the final few months saw fit to kick me in the teeth. I felt a little down that I didn't find as much time for writing as I did in previous years, but actually looking things over, I've definitely been flexing a lot creative muscles elsewhere. It certainly wasn't the year I wanted in all respects, but it was a full and memorable one.

So anyway, in 2024 I...
... )

I don't know quite what to hope for from 2025. There's a lot of things that make me anxious. Still, I feel like I can make it through a lot, and that's pretty reassuring.
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I'm writing from the hospital today after having spent the past three weeks either running around to a number of delightful and very busy Halloween celebrations, watching and reacting to the recent US election, or prepping for this week, in which I got to have my left kidney removed. I've been coping fairly well on all fronts, I think.

Political/surgery talk under the cut )
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I had a pretty tiring few weeks in which very little immediate actually happened.

My spouse left for their annual autumn vacation Internet forum meet up, during which I routinely experience some manner of medical event (this time it was just a mild cold), and my schedule has been somewhat out of whack ever since. I got some news (good!) on the fourteenth that I'll eventually talk more about outside of f-lock, and I've been running around scheduling stuff around it. I've gotten in the habit of making shokupan weekly, and I'm enjoying a life of eating highly aesthetic Ghibliesque breakfasts most mornings.

Also actually managed to scrape myself together sufficiently to sign up for Yuletide again this year, and I am psyched.
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The weekend turned out... pretty phenomenal. I ran a slow, plodding half marathon. I went apple picking. I saw some friends I hadn't actually had a prolonged occasion to hang out with since before the beginning of the pandemic.

Unfortunately had to once again return to the job today (which I remain unlaid off from and not yet able to quit), but I made up for it with a rousing evening of watching city council members fight (Tonight's hot topic: Does voting "abstain" and not "yay" or "nay" after you've participated in the conversation leading up to the agenda item being voted upon threaten the integrity of the vote?) and then finally enjoying the fine art of sitting around not doing very much.
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Yuletide Letter for CorpseBrigadier on Ao3

Dear Author,

Hiya! Let me thank you for taking the time to write for me this fine Yuletide, and let me offer you my earnest congratulations on your great taste in 1990s interactive media. This is an exchange for which I have a great deal of love, and I am exceedingly excited for whatever it is you end up making for me. I've tried my best throughout this letter to give some prompts/ideas for a wide range of writing styles. However, I really want to emphasize that I'm very interested in you feeling free to flex your creative muscles. If the prompts listed aren't quite doing it for you, I am a genuine believer in optional details being optional, and I would love to see whatever creative production you are inspired to make out of these canons/characters.

Note: I am open to treats on ao3 and should have them activated.

[NOTE: This letter will be functionally complete at the time it is made public, but it may be tweaked through the end of sign-ups.]


General (DNWs, Likes, Opt-Ins) | Betrayal at Krondor | Final Fantasy VI | Final Fantasy Tactics | Mini-Challenge Specific Prompts


General (DNWs, Likes, Opt-Ins, Etc...)

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Betrayal at Krondor

The Canon: This game was pretty influential in my youth, and the two main characters (Gorath and Owyn) were one of my earliest ships, even if they were visually portrayed by what seemed to be Dynamix office workers pulled aside to wear cheap Halloween wigs. I adore this canon's sense of an expansive, varied world, its focus on the growing relationship between two unlikely friends, and its willingness to brutalize the player with both unforgiving status ailments and a thoroughly crushing finale.

Where to Find It (and Canon Review Resources): The game used to be legally free via Sierra's website, but this was back in the 90s. You can get it on GOG for $5.99 though. There used to be a very helpful website called BAK Help Web that contained numerous pieces of information, walkthrough materials, and NPC transcripts, but it is now offline. You can still find it in largely archived form here via the Wayback Machine. The "Text Web" section is very useful for finding story content.
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Final Fantasy VI

The Canon: I have a deep and profound nostalgia for the final Final Fantasy before Final Fantasy VII (and all the changes it wrought), and I think it remains one of the strongest installments in the series. I love how well it combines hard-hitting character drama with the complete absurdity of RPGs in general, and I love its sweeping, poignant explorations of human relationships in equal measure to its willingness to embrace that sometimes those relationships are offset by a talking purple octopus.

Where to Find It (and Canon Review Resources): I am not super up-to-date as to the best and most accessible version of the game these days, as it has been ported many many times. If you want a script refresher, however, there are a number of scripts up on GameFAQs (the SNES version being the one with which I'm most familiar). If you have an emulator and wish to skip to specific save states, somebody put together a nice collection of them here.

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Final Fantasy Tactics

The Canon: This is a 1998 tactical RPG by Square-Enix that I just really really like. I love how immensely unrepentantly bleak it is, how it's full of Church-flavored horror, and how it is just filled to the brim with unhappy families. I'm entirely here for political backstabbing and endless misery, 24/7, in this sad little world of grid-based warfare. I love pretty much everything within it, and I would frankly be happy to receive almost anything for this fandom.

Where to Find It: If you haven't played FFT for a while or are unfamiliar with it and want to get an idea of what it's like, you can check out scripts of the dialogue here (PSX translation) and here (PSP translation). I also have a big, comprehensive list of scene-by-scene script comparisons on my personal website. There's also a very comprehensive Let's Play here (PSX translations). If you have an emulator and wish to skip to specific save states, somebody put together a nice collection of them here.
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Extra Challenges



Art Prompts (for the Wrapping Paper Challenge)

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IF Prompts

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Work continues to be a bear, but it's calmed down just a touch, and my co-workers are all a lovely and supportive group of people (I still absolutely need to find the time to job hunt more aggressively). I'm very exhausted now that Friday has rolled around, but the month has been pretty fantastic thus far.

Nicer happenings and more food pics under the cut. )

Autumn

Oct. 2nd, 2024 10:29 am
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It's been a reasonably pleasant year, all things considered. After the complete overwhelm of 2023 (Get a doctorate! Get a job!), it's been nice to coast for a bit. While I've had a reasonably busy time of things in 2024, there's not been the same sense of everything being suddenly and dramatically changing, which has been nice.

Other sundry updates... )
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I made an attempt at a permanent social media hiatus this year. This was after finding that quitting Twitter/Reddit, dropping off the face of tumblr, and unfollowing everyone from my Facebook social feed so I could simply use the platform to buy local furniture and check municipal announcements left me a generally calmer, happier individual.

And well... I'm still a happier, calmer individual--despite some major stressors cropping up at work over the past few months, but I also have realized that I probably need to break up with one of my current online social circles I was still in touch with via Discord. Nothing melodramatic, but I've realized that social media and online posting for a bit may be a bit less toxic and more easily curated than this crowd, and I'm going to try to seek enrichment through other venues for a while.

So here I am again.
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I've apparently obsessed with this 27 year old game for 6 whole years now. I baked it a cake. :]

Flimsy excuse to experiment with isomalt below the cut )
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Witness another attempt to actually get back to posting here on the regular.

Dolorous Recent Travels and Also Booze )
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Candy Hearts Letter for CorpseBrigadier on Ao3

Dear Creator,

Let me open by commending on you for having the similar exquisite taste in imaginary relationships to myself and by thanking you in advance for whatever you feel inspired to create me. As somebody stoked about the low stakes and bite-sized nature of the exchange, let me also say that I hope you find an occasion to experiment and have fun! While I've provided some ideas below about what I'm interested in for the canons/ships/mediums I've requested, I'm a firm proponent of optional details being optional. Given that most of my requested ships trend towards the unconventional, unintuitive, or the absurd, I'm very happy for people to let their muse carry them to interesting places with them.

[NOTE: This letter will be functionally complete at the time it is made public, but it may be tweaked to adjust details/add requests through the end of sign-ups.]


General (DNWs, Likes, Opt-Ins) | Original Work | "The Big Snit" | John Donne | Final Fantasy VI | Final Fantasy Tactics


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Original Work

[Requesting FIC]

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"The Big Snit"

[Requesting ART]

This 1985 piece by Richard Condie (all glorious ten minutes of it viewable here on Internet Archive) is one of my favorite short films of all time. I love the juxtaposition of incredibly high and low stakes upheavals, the surreal nature of the characters' eccentricities, and the extent to which the whole world is jam-packed with beautiful visual clutter. For this art, I'd love to see something that mimics the visuals of the film, and I'd also love to see something that frenzied/absurd nature of this setting and renders it in a different style.

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John Donne

[Requesting FIC]

I really love John Donne. Despite his groddy misogyny and his general groddy groddiness, Donne’s just so damn good at what he does, which is writing horny poetry in which the most heterogeneous ideas are yoked by violence together. I would love to read some horny re-yokings of those ideas this winter.

Feel free for any of these to yoke in some more Donne poetry if you wish to. I will never say no to more Donne. I might have to double check something, but I have read or skimmed every Donne poem at least once.


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Final Fantasy VI

[Requesting ART
or FIC]


I think of all the Final Fantasy games I've played, VI is the one that is most consistently good at what it does throughout. It's beautiful at marrying the surreal and goofy to the profound and operatic. Its ensemble cast is full of tropey, loveable characters that pull on the heartstrings with just a few brisk narrative moves. It's recurring focus on hope, obligation, and families of various stripes is brilliantly done throughout, and I'm hopelessly fond of it even over two decades after first encountering it.

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Final Fantasy Tactics

[Requesting ART or FIC]

This game has been my major fandom for a few years now. I love how immensely unrepentantly bleak it is, how it's full of Church-flavored horror, and how it is just filled to the brim with unhappy families. I'm entirely here for political backstabbing and endless misery 24/7 in this sad little world of grid-based warfare. I love pretty much everything within it, and I would frankly be happy to receive almost anything for this fandom.

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It's been an absolutely crazy year for me, and now that I'm finally out of parties to attend and holiday-related tasks to undertake, I have another moment to reflect and say "Gee. I made it."

This is my first December in a long long time that isn't shaped by the vicissitudes of the academic calendar. It's the first time I hit the end of the year and do not have to face any final projects/grading/reports as to why my dissertation still isn't done/etc... There's actually been time to chill out without the roller coaster of end-of-semester crunch, and it's lovely. I finish my hours at my job and there's no giant pile of work that remains for me to finish on my own time. When I pick up a book, I no longer have to consider whether it will help with one of my chapters. I can direct my mental energies to reasonably intense tasks without thinking "Oh jeez, I need to be spending this effort chipping away in the academic prose mines." It's great. Beautiful. The sort of normal working adulthood life I've longed for.

January of this year seems like it could have been a decade ago. I got the doctorate, got a publication, got a job, and did a lot of miscellaneous fun stuff in the meantime. I feel that I genuinely just lived a lot throughout all of 2023, and I have a feeling that this is going to be something of a turning point in how I view the rest of my life.

As for some of that miscellany, one of the aforementioned parties was a potluck where I offered the host their choice of theme for the dessert I wanted to bake. They chose "Pikmin."

If you didn't catch this grotesquerie on tumblr, please appreciate some pictures below of the terrible thing I produced (an Empress Bulblax pinata cake stuffed with candy larvae):

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I have not been posting for months on account of landing a job (not a terribly exciting one, but still vastly better paying than gradstudenthood), which has required a lot of schedule tinkering. I've been forced against my better judgement and inclinations to become a morning person, which is somewhat at odds with much of my prior adult life. I've become reasonably good at working out in the morning and going to bed at a sensible hour. I've yet to become reasonably good at engaging consistently in all my prior hobbies. (Most of my various writing projects have stalled, and I couldn't muster the wherewithal to prep for either a ___-tober or Yuletide).

I managed to do/see a lot of one off stuff locally in the lead up to said job. I saw one of my favorite musicians live, caught a very nice series of festivals around town, and gawked at a lot of melodramatic local politics. One of the things I've definitely managed to accomplish this year has been getting more engaged with the ins and outs of government at the municipal level--which I would be proud of were my motivations not so clearly mixed up with my love of watching a petty slapfight. As I sink deeper into the abyss of middle-aged squareness, I've become a regular city council audience member, eager to watch first hand as people twenty years my elder fight with one another for ten minutes over approving the previous meeting's minutes.

All things considered, I'm pretty content with my current mode of existing, although part of that is just being able to just exist without having to constantly push towards the next doctoral milestone/job hunt lead/etc... 2023 has been incredibly intense for me, and I'm glad to finally be in the midst of something that looks to be a boring patch.
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I've had a great day chilling at my local zoo and dining out with relatives. My parents are in town and we managed to hit things at a time when many of the animals were actually active and not huddled up in a corner (there was a baby orangutan who harassed one of his elders into giving him leaves and then swung upside-down with them). My aunt and uncle, who happen to live nearby but whom I never see unless my dad is visiting, made a very nice dinner with an excess of brownies at the end. I've been undertaking a lot of exhausting entertaining for most of the week really (we've apparently walked seven miles in the past two days...), and this was probably the best day I've had of the visit thus far--although we're apparently hitting up a fancy cheese place tomorrow, which may tip the balance.

picture of the aforementioned orangutan )

It's been a pretty crazy time. I'm trucking along with some more fic (ranging from the somewhat dark side of PG-13 to the extreme end of reprehensible) though, and I have finished painting pretty much everything on my to paint list even beyond my terrible cabinets. I'm chilling presently and watching this masterful educational programming.

Also: fairly proud of myself fandomwise today, even if fandom has not been on my mind all that much in the midst of everything else. I encountered somebody with very very bad mean-spirited opinions, and I forced myself to go outside and literally touch a plant instead of directly explaining that they were wrong.
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My life is a mess of deep cleaning, finally catching up with irl friends/relations, and reading this fascinating book on childhood in the middle ages (may or may not result in more Orinus fic someday). I got a chance to make my favorite weird ice cream (pictured below with cake, coffee, and very aesthetic dishes), my cabinets are finally done, and I sent out some handwritten fic to people who requested it following this tumblr post re: what we should all do following the ao3 DDoS attacks. (People who want an FFT double drabble and are willing to trust me with a physical address may still inquire)

Desserts! )

Also became one of those few lucky people to win a gift card from blood giving. My suffering paid off. :]
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I finished my editing gig and got paid (with a pretty substantial bonus from the pleased client)! In the meantime, I've been managing to catch up on the various books and projects I never seem to finish. I finally got to the end of Zadie Smith's White Teeth (which I found very satisfying/good even if I wasn't particularly happy with one character's plotline and his eventual fate). I'm almost done with my cabinets, and the basil in my tiny and pathetic garden is coming along.

I'm also finally making good on my resolution to start donating blood more regularly, and I was very proud of myself for following through despite having to get double-pricked for hemoglobin tests, having (cw: needles) the phlebotomist muck up my vein such that somebody else had to come and jangle the needle around for several minutes, and nearly passing out. The drive in question at the very least had better than average snacks, and I got to make off with some dark chocolate snack bars. Not great overall, but I'm having a pretty nice weekend collapsing onto sofas dramatically while demanding my spouse tend to affairs my weak constitution prevents me from handling.
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Ao3 may be down, but this will not stop me from providing piping hot Mustadio/Worker 8 content.

Part of my series of 1,000 word rarepair fics and definitely G-rated. Not terribly romantic, but Worker 8 tries.

Mirrored on my website and tumblr.

Mustadio moved smoothly through the tavern... )

Fandom Meme

Jul. 9th, 2023 06:03 pm
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Taking this meme from [personal profile] kradeelav because I have long been wanting a nice LJ style meme in my life.



Slight Warning: FFT-typical pixelated blood image for one question )
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I did it. Yesterday, I unlocked a new drop down option on forms where you have to give a prefix before your name. I stood for an hour and a half in terrible, hot, partially velvet robes and was given a piece of paper that entitles me to practice book medicine.
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I might still be nervous about many many things, but I moved from a single signature to a whole book. It's on very flimsy paper, some glue got runny, and there's a huge gap in the spine, but I did a tiny binding of one of my favorite birthday fics I wrote for myself.

Pics under cut )

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